THE TRAGIC TRUTH ,

Thursday, September 28, 2006

well, just came back from seeing my sweetheart. (: heh. super happy today. and amazingly, today's work was fun. haha. cos today we had our 2nd match of in house tournament. din know i was playing. my boss put me on the 3rd match. gonna play with one of our friend's gf. heard she's a good player. i'm afraid i'll feel pressured on that day. hope not. (: but many people told me i'll win her. ha.

not trying to be boastful or what but i guess left handers are better players. haha. i was really shocked when my boss put me in. none of my colleagues are in. only me. heh. guess he has faith in me. (: after all he's my shi fu ma.

was happy to see him today. after 2 weeks finally i get to see him. he has no idea how much i missed him. heh. love my sweetheart. TOTALLY!

alright. i gotta go sleep already. gotta wake up at 1 tmr to complete my poster. ciaos~

AM
xoxo

&' the tragic truth .

1:46 PM

back to blog again. i have been going out very often lately. which is so not good cos this means i spent ALOT of money. gosh. supposed to save. went east coast park for peiying's birthday party last sun. it was kinda boring. -.- and I SPENT ALOT! sigh. but nvm, its only for a day right? ( saying this to make myself not think too much). ha. well, i still owe her a present anyway. i guess i'll get it soon. i have one thing in mind already.

ya, steph intro-ed me a course which is taking people in. courses like fashion, retail, management, nursing. alot more! still thinking which one to take and it is CHEAP! ha. they opened it for school drop-outs, like me. =x so i bet there'll be like MANY MANY "ah lians" and "ah bengs". totally a turn off, but at least i have steph to accompany me. ha. steph brought her little princess to my house this afternoon. felicity is so darn CUTE pls! whenever that little princess is around, everyone will just concentrate on her and leave steph out. haha. but not me! ha. only at times when i'm too into playing with felicity.

i'm gonna say this again, WORK IS TERRIBLY BORING, as usual! -.- my legs are at the same time killing me cos on sun i walked too much. and about slimming down, i havent done it. FOOD is the cause of it. ha. whenever i do some exercise, i'll just eat ALOT of food right after. like all my friends said, i can never slim down unless this world has run out of food. so its like IMPOSSIBLE for me to slim down. heh. but i believe i can, ONE DAY. just wait and see.

i'm gonna end this post soon. need to put my mask den get to sleep already.

i cant stand living under rules and regulations, at the same time i HATE people ordering me around. so whoever wans to try to order me, pls think twice.

and lastly, whoever has been tallking behind my back, go think about what i did for you before gossiping behind my back. i dont "kiam eng" you and i know neither do you. so if you got anything to say, say it right to my face. thanks.

gtg peeps

&' the tragic truth .

12:07 PM

just came back from work not long ago. ate some porridge to fill my tummy den hanged clothes. sigh. my room seems so cramped now. but the more the merrier right? actually feeling kinda uncomfy cos i dont have much space to walk. nvm, i shall change the position tmr.

i have to leave my house early tmr. gotta go be a hair model for my friend and toni and guy. gosh. goddamn early pls! but i cant put her on aeroplane what. heh. but i'm seriously tired. still considering if i wanna go.. i think i must. today's my off day. GREAT! will be going to east coast in the night for friends' birthday. bbq food! woohoo. i'm gonna gain so much freaking weight. haha.

today work was terribly boring. or can i say not today but everyday! okay. i think i shall stop here for now. i need to go get some rest. goddamn tired. -.-
nights people(morning i mean). ha

&' the tragic truth .

2:50 PM

been in very bad mood these days. sigh. i guess its cos of the things happening ard me. nobody to talk to about my r/s probs. the people around me now dont seem to understand me. i hate this feeling. makes me feel like i'm living in my own world. one reason why i wanna stay in this pub i'm working at now is becos i feel the people there can understand me better. been throwing my temper these days. maybe cos i din get much sleep or just things thats happening around me.

sigh. today i din smile nor laugh the whole day. maybe smiled for a while den back to my long face. the only thing that made me smile was steph's baby, felicity, she's just the most adorable thing i've ever seen. gosh. makes me feel like giving birth to one. ! ha. but the burden is heavy.

went to ambrose funeral on monday, tues and weds, saw many of my friends. and poor steph cried her eyes out. sigh. it happened to quick and too sudden. i was afraid steph couldnt take it so i accompanied her all the way from tues.
R.I.P- ambrose yeo changwen

was supposed to meet someone on weds but i had to accompany steph. i had no choice cos in my list now, my friends come first. unless i get married la.. sigh.

okay. i think i'll just end here for now. feeling very down and moody now. =(

AM
xoxo

&' the tragic truth .

9:26 AM

finally, i have the time to blog.. well, decided to change my blog cos i wanna start a new life. the past blog has too many old memories. ha. wont be blogging so often these few days. will be very busy working my life away. and today i'm sure to be late for work. cos i'm supposed to work at 8. so darn tired working so many days. but happier these way cos i know everyday i'll be earning more cash.

i seriously need to go on a shopping spree. need to change my wardrobe. so darn tired now. but still need to work. =/ think i shall continue tonight. i gotta go get ready already. tata peeps.

&' the tragic truth .

4:22 AM

new lifestyle, new blog. (:

&' the tragic truth .

3:31 AM