been in very bad mood these days. sigh. i guess its cos of the things happening ard me. nobody to talk to about my r/s probs. the people around me now dont seem to understand me. i hate this feeling. makes me feel like i'm living in my own world. one reason why i wanna stay in this pub i'm working at now is becos i feel the people there can understand me better. been throwing my temper these days. maybe cos i din get much sleep or just things thats happening around me.
sigh. today i din smile nor laugh the whole day. maybe smiled for a while den back to my long face. the only thing that made me smile was steph's baby, felicity, she's just the most adorable thing i've ever seen. gosh. makes me feel like giving birth to one. ! ha. but the burden is heavy.
went to ambrose funeral on monday, tues and weds, saw many of my friends. and poor steph cried her eyes out. sigh. it happened to quick and too sudden. i was afraid steph couldnt take it so i accompanied her all the way from tues. R.I.P- ambrose yeo changwen
was supposed to meet someone on weds but i had to accompany steph. i had no choice cos in my list now, my friends come first. unless i get married la.. sigh.
okay. i think i'll just end here for now. feeling very down and moody now. =(
AM xoxo
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