THE TRAGIC TRUTH ,
Thursday, October 12, 2006

finally, i decided to leave finz for good by the end of this month. i just got a job today. as an admin assistant at pictureworks(company). great prospect. a new job, a new lifestyle. the pay is considered good for a newbie like me. i've no experience in an office, excluding the times when i helped out at my ex boyfriend's mother office. 1.2k for the first 3 months(probation period) den the pay might increase if i do well during the 3 months. many people said i sure leave halfway de, but i believe i can stay there for long. cos they'll be teaching me lotsa stuffs. lots of benefits la. if i work there for one year, maybe i can get promoted. as said by my boss. the best thing is my boss was one of my customer. ha. cool right? guess finz helped me alot. even though the liquor was harming my body.

well, there are bad points also but not that bad la.. ha. i cant smoke during office hours and even if lunch time i wanna smoke, i will have to go very far. the good thing is i might be able to quit smoking. this job is gonna help me alot, i swear. in experience and knowledge and thinking, i guess. (: its gonna be kinda tough for me the first month. will be under really tight budget. sigh. i really dont know how to survive for the first month.. i need at least 20 bucks one day. for cigg and my meals. i think i might need help from the person who intro-ed me this job or maybe i have to rely on my parents(which i'm reluctant to). sigh. regret not saving my money in the past. now i have to stress on such stuffs. but its a good beginning. i learn from it.

i am really happy that i can find such a good job. friends, CONGRATULATE ME! heh. i finally found my direction to sucess in future. i guess my certs, i'll be getting it once i stable down with my job. it shouldnt be a problem by then. i must really thank lord god for giving me this chance. a chance to do well for my future and a chance for me to make my parents proud of me. ha.

i gotta spend my this months' pay on office wear already. i seriously have no office wear. AT ALL! wonder how i'll look like in office wear. ha. but how to get so many office wear.... my pay wont be enough becos i still got some stuffs to pay for. sigh. maybe i can psycho my father to come out abit of money for me. i hope he will. i think i just get around 3 bottoms den a few tops. at the most, i'll have to repeat my clothes for one month. work only ma.. scared what right? ha.but like funny leh. okay la, shall stop here for today.

gtg talk to my hao peng you on phone first den to bed. tatas~

i miss my sweetheart lots!

&' the tragic truth .

11:53 AM

Myself
Honour: Amelia, AM
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Innocence - Avril lavigne.
Will you still love me tomorrow - Plain White T's
Hate Me - Blue October


Wishes
New Shades
More Money $
few more tops
Black Jeans
Denim slim fit jeans
White slim-fit jeans
Grey slim-fit jeans
Necklaces
MakeOver Pics
Complete my o's
Day job
Grey mini Schnauzer

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