i got this from my friendster horoscope thing. "When you are faced with a challenge today, your original mind and unique sense of self-expression will put you at center stage -- and don't be surprised if your performance earns you several curtain calls. This is a new chance for you to shine and put old disappointments behind you. Get ready for a renewed sense of self, as well as a chance to finally make your mark on the world. It might not happen overnight, but it is going to happen sooner than you think."sounds nice to me. (: that's why i decided to share it here in my blog. lets hope its true la hor!
today i was late for work. i just couldnt force myself to get out from bed. getting tired of waking up so early but i have to get used to it. i'm so looking for to the weekends and next week's thurs ( pay day). i cant wait pls! so many things i need to do with the money. but another worry is i have to freaking save money for my bdae. it wont be like a big bday bash kind of thing like some other taitais la. i got no money for that pls! but at least i knw i earn my own allowance and cash. i dont splurge it on things unnecessarily and i dont depend on my parents.
well, guess i'm independent at my age?! okay look, i'm so young and yet i'm working my life away. i'm supposed to be enjoying my youth right! okay, i'll just look on the brightside, i go through a little more then others around my age. not saying i'm effing matured or whatsoever, i'm just stating the facts. though havent gone thru much education but will not let my education fail me, i believe i can sucess in other ways.
living this way aint a good thing either, i have to freaking stress on my bills, stress on whether i have enough to last me the month, stress about "i need to shop!(okay, not that impt but still!!)". i do admit i spend a little of my pocket money on liquor but its just for me to enjoy a little. at least i still got some life there. if not, i'll be like some workaholic. just work and go home then the same thing goes for 5 days every week which is impossible for me. and i tell you, i'm living in poverty right now. only for this month i think. next month maybe a little more cash flow. then january, i will be stable with my money already. i did some calculation. this month's pay will be going down to all my bad debts. which i will want to clear A.S.A.P. seriously hate to be in debts.
work's a bore today. manager not around = not much things to do. its gonna be different once i get hold of everything i need to learn. now i still have my manager to slowly teach me so its like when she's not around means not alot of things to do. when she's around, i'll have a whole bunch of work load to cover but thank god i always finish before 6. i rather be busy then just do nothing and see the time pass so slowly. i'm sure by march you wont be seeing my blogs so often already. i bet i'll have more work load then ever cos by then i reckon i'd have learned quite a number of things already and my manager will be away on maternity leave for approximately 2-3 months.
anyway, i believe i can stay in this job for quite long. cos many benefits and i've got to show that i can do it. life has changed. and i'm starting to love the way i am now. away from all the kids and troubles! (: LOVE IT~!
Honour: Amelia, AM
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