HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD! well, today's my dad's birthday. bringing him out for dinner later with bro. (:
i'm supposed to go get ready to meet twinnie like now? haha. but since this morning i had this urge to blog and let out my frustrations? i dont know myself either, is it counted frustrations? ha.
yesterday pei-ed my love in his car to rest cause he was like drunk. -.- i watched him sleep from 5am to 7am. Like how cool right? unexpectedly, i had the patience to wait for 2 bloody hours. so not me. ha. the power of love.
fuck, i hate soccer, betting. WHATEVER, i hate gambling now. fucking hurts me to see him so fuck damn worried and stressed up. he's always ALWAYS asking me dont worry. FUCK LAH, how to dont worry when i see you so freaking stressed. gosh. i hope all this will be better soon. pls! really hurts me to see him in this way.
well, thought abt our relationship yesterday while waiting for him to get up. you know what? i've decided to just stick with him, i dont care if he's married or whatsoever. yes, maybe some people might go around thinking or telling others i'm a slut, i come in between a marriage and am a so-called mistress or smth.. you think i give a damn? i really dont give a fuck damn about what people may think or say about me. i may be heartless to not think about what the wife will think, or can i say it's not that i really dont bother, is that i just love him THAT much. i know whats in store, but i really cant say much more. i've fallen, yes fallen deeply in love with him. (: i love him and thats it. PERIOD
gotta go rush and get ready before twinnie gets naggy again.
2:25 PM
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