spent time with my love this morning 4am till like 11am. (: i just love it when i can spend so much time with him. if only i can like spend so much time with him like everyday. =/ sometimes i really hate it when we have to be like so distant in viva. i dont understand why.. even when i'm not working. the feeling sucks okay! maybe cos cannot let customers see la hor? guess i should really get used to it. maybe when i'm not working there already then we wont be this way. MAYBE. if he still stays so distant, i'll surely ask him and expect an acceptable answer. haha. even if it's not acceptable, i think i'll accept also lorr. =x i've decided to not be so sensitive. why should i get worked up when he gets close to girls or when girls get close to him? right? i shouldnt be this way. i should really put some trust in him. really should. if he wants to leave me or do anything behind my back den its up to him. this way i can see if he's true or not. no point controlling him or whatsoever cos i'm in no position to do so. so i've decided to just rest my mind and stop thinking too much.

owells, meeting ker and kervon for MJ! great. finally mj. cant wait! that ker is like taking years to come. -.-

meeting twinnie after mj to M.O.S. been ages since i last clubbed with her. wooh~ might be dropping by viva for drinks before heading to M.O.S. (:

okay, gtg. shall blog agn tmr. (: ta~